Helen Lydia Decker

She was my grandmother. On my mom’s side. I never knew her past the age of nine, thanks to my mom. My dad called tonight. She died. When I was 18 I tried to find her. I couldnt. I just did a white pages search. There is a H L Decker in Spring Valley. We moved from Spring Valley. I desperately want to call the number. Just to see. What if. It will change nothing. She’s gone. But I’m dying to know. I just want someone to know, I searched. What would I say. Hi um, did Helen Decker live here? Is she dead? Yeah Im her granddaughter who never got to know her. Yeah. Im upset. This sucks.