Harder
Friday night was John’s birthday. We gifted him up a copy of Long Kiss Goodnight, and got a funny joke card for him. I wasn’t sure, but it turns ot the card we got him, ran along the lines of what his parents and other friends got him. I’m glad I know how to read people. We stayed there pretty late, I had a beer, and even did a shot of Duck Tales burbon. I love burbon. It was fun, and we even attempted to do a sudoku race off, but I grabbed medium instead of easy, and was wondering why I was having such a hard time.
Yesterday was my day off, and it was spent sleeping in, lounging around, and doing a very vigirous cleaning of the home, and our room. Chris and I decided on a paint color for our room. Something to brighten it up, and make it look bigger. If you go to behr.com, do the colorsmart, and find light mocha. I love it! W are also looking for a tangerine color for the kitchen. I’m thinking goldfish. If anyone checks it out, let me know what you think. For reference our main living areas are a pinkish brown.
Vince came home yesterday, late at night. Chris and I had just got back from shopping, and Vince called, inviting us over. So we went there for a minute. Vince had a ton of pictures of Noah. I mentioned this earlier but They changed his name from Ian to Noah. He looks just like both of them. I’m proud of Mandy. Vince seems happy with the care that Noah is getting, and she seems to really appreciate him. She’s grateful now, as opposed to 9 months ago. I believe people can change, so if she can just stick to her word, and not be a crazy bitch, I’m happy. I’m still very wary of her. Once she comes through on her word, I’ll give her back some trust. Noah has just turned into the most beautiful baby. He is truely adorable.
It was a lot harder though than I expected it to be. Vince had a frame of 10 pictures hanging on the wall. The pictures weren’t hard by themselves. It was seeing vince hold that baby, and the videos. It made my heart ache so bad. I keep thinking, when is it our turn? Watching the videos I could tell when he was making a poop, and when he was hungry, which was confirmed (by video) a few seconds after I made those statements. It was definately hard for me, but I’m still so happy for him. He did everything while he was there, except feeding him. Breastmilk baby :). I talked to Vince a little about CDing but he didn’t seem too open to it. He thinks it’s unsanitary *rolls eyes* I also suggested BWing to him, but I doubt if he’ll pass it along. Worth a shot.
