Good Morning

Well its a lovely morning. Nothing like waking up a quarter til 9 by the SCREAMING sound of the fire alarm going off. I almost had a heart attack. We have a gas fireplace, its not real wood, but it is real fire. Well appearantly when it hasnt been used in a while for some reason it sets off the fire alarm.

But the thing is this just happened a week ago too. Chris was at work and the alarm went off jerking me outta a sound sleep into pure fear and adrenaline screaming for Chris. I dont remember if I remembered to write about it, but I thought it was so sweet that from a state of deep sleep to a state of “WHAT THE HECK IS GOIJNG ON!!?@$#@#?” his name was the first one outta my mouth. I mean I woke up SCREAMING for him. It wasnt for mom or dad, or anyone one else, it wasnt a cuss word, it was Chris. Just proves to me how much I love him, beyond words I can express.

He’s my soulmate, he owns my heart. Loving someone so much that it hurts to even phathom a description for it. Its frustrating to love someone so much, and you cant express it because no words are strong enough to fit the emotion. My love for my is eternal, I dont remember love before him, and I cant picture love in this world without him. I know when Im old and grey I will still have those young lover eyes when I think about and see him. Its so hard because Im trying to express what I feel but my mind comes to a blank because the words I think of arent enough. Lets try this: My love for Chris could equal all the love in the world. Anywhere anyone loves somebody, that is apart of my love for Chris. He owns all the love in the world, because he has my heart, and I have all the love in the world because I have his. I couldnt ask for a better life because I have Chris. Im very thankful to God for His gift. I dont Know what I did to deserve love like this, but Im very grateful God felt I was worthy. Im not religious, but I am a believer in God, and I also believe that He is my greatest friend for this gift of love. The great thing about love, its never ending. You can love someone so much it goes beyond the boundries of the universe, beyond the boundries of time.