Clarity

Today at work wasn’t bad. I gave Brandon the impression that everything was fine with Chris and with him and me. I really like his wife though, and we are good friends. She’s also a TTC buddy. I’m hesitate to use the information I have, but at the same time, my hubby is more important. A unmentioned manager came up to me at work today and asked how Chris was doing. She suggested that if she was Chris’s wife she’d be telling her hubby to file a formal complaint with Brandon’s boss, since he was basically forced to quit. She also said she would tell him to make a complaint at the department of labor. Hmmmm. It’s food for thought. I’m walking carefully on this one. I’m not sure just what we wanna do yet, but we do have to figure it out quickly.

So many people commented on my queasy tummy I need to clarify. I’ve been having a queasy tummy for about a week now. Maybe a wekk and half. I think it’s either dehydration, and lack of sleep, or smoking cigarettes. Or prehaps from not eating right away in the morning. The are so many factors other than pregnancy, and since it’s almost next to impossible to get knocked up, I’m highly doubting that excuse. I know coffee in the morning makes it worse. I also know it only lasts for about an hour or two. Thank you girls though for the hopeful wishes. I hate sounding negative, but I’m a realist. I know it’s not in my head though. When I thought getting pregnant would be easy, my mind was playing bad tricks. The non existant syptoms were there every month, and since we went to the doctors, they’ve gone. So it was all in my head before. This time I’m sure it’s not pregnancy. In fact in about a week my period should be coming.

Thank you all for supporting me, supporting Chris. I know a lot of women would be mad, but he called asked me, pratically pleaded between the lines, for my approval. His happiness is more important than us having money. He felt humiliated, degraded, and that’s not okay. He cried. He’d kill me for saying this but it’s true. Brandon made him cry, and that takes a lot for my "tears are weakness" type man.