Breastfeeding is Un Natural 2

I still can’t believe that bitch said that. She’s not even willing to breast pump, she thinks that formula is just as good. Yes, sure. Formula was invented as a LAST option for women who CAN’T breastfeed. It’s not meant to be a choice. I understand some women HAVE to formula feed, but not even putting in the effort is disgusting to me. And trust me I tried to educate her, but since she’s become pregnant, she thinks she’s the authority on it.

I’m usually strong about TTC, for myself, my hubby, and for all the other girls trying. I’m always happy, truly happy, for girls who gt pregnant. That they don’t have to go through the hell Chris and I are going through. The truth is it hurts. Everytime I see a baby on tv my heart breaks. Everytime I hear of supid people who are blessed enough to get pregnant, and don’t know shit about caring for their child, I cry. I had a small breakdown last night. Just out of nowhere. I cried and Chris held me, and told me how beautiful I was, and how wonderful I was. He promised me one day we will have a child, and that he’s do anything and everything I wanted to have one. He’s so supportive and wonderful. I couldn’t handle this without that. I’m so blessed and so lucky to have such a wonderful man.

I know eventually we will have a child, but it’s hard waiting sometimes. Not knowing, never knowing, it’s the hardest. One day.