Back To Work
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Zowie, today is the first day of back to work. Where did time go? My baby just entered the world, and I have to leave her already. This is obviously more tramatizing for me than it is for her. Just thinking about being away from her is sending me into anxiety attacks and thoughts of panic. I’m just so sad to leave her. I wish I could stay home but we need the money. I hate it! HATE HATE HATE having to leave her. T-minus two hour until I leave her. Why can’t the world just work out so I can stay home with her? Anyone want to donate a large or moderately large sum of money to me so I can stay home? Seriously?
She is such an angel, right now she is asleep on her daddy’s tummy, on the couch, where he is probably sleeping too. I wish I could freeze time and stay in this moment forever. I’ve had her with me for 11 months, never away from her, and of course 9 of those months I didn’t have a choice. But that’s almost a year of being with her constantly, and now having to leave her hurts so much. I wish this day was over already.
((hugs)) If I were rich, I’d so donate money to you! 🙁 I remember leaving EJ for my first day of work, I was in a panic. Thankfully his daycare had a yahoo web cam that I could check through out the day!
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Don’t worry about it hon, you’re being a good mommy by providing for her
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*huge hugs*
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Man this brought back some memories! It just about made me cry. I know it’s hard. I remember. But you’ll get through it and IT WILL get easier I promise. It will make you cherish your time with her even more than you do now. I’ll be thinking about you today! 🙂
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i know how you feel. i’m going back to work tommorow because i need the money. my baby is only 1 month old.
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:*( Ooooh I cried when I read this. I’m worried about feeling this way when my little one is here & I have to go back. I’ll be thinking about you…
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I agree you are providing for her and that alone makes you a great mum.
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*HUGE hugs*
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