Baby Talk

Isnt it amazing watching the one you love grow and change with you and become even better than they already are? I was in love with Chris even though he didnt want marriage or kids. I knew that, and I accepted it for the time being, because I knew if he was really in love, his heart would change. Boy, has it. Now we are engaged and hopefully getting married next year. As well as another bomb shell Chris dropped on me last night.

I was laying in bed after picking him up from work and he was playing around on the computer. Almost alseep, I hear Chris call my name. ” Come over here and read this” he said ” I think you really want to”. So I grumbled and dragged myself outta bed and came over to the computer. He was replying to an email from his friend Dana. So I came over and read it, a bunch of talk about her adorable son, and then she asked Chris when we were going to have kids. Chris wrote back that we are going to start trying a couple months after we get back to San Diego. Wow. Thats news to me. Good  news though. I cant wait to have a family with him, and I thought I would have to wait a long time, about 5 years, before he was ready. I guess that preganacy scare last June really sped it up for him. It wasnt a bad scare, he actually cried when he found out I wasnt, but it made him realize how much he wants a child. So after we get back to San Diego, and get settled in, we are going to try and have a baby. Im gonna be a mommy! This just gives me more of a reason to quit smoking pot, which I’ve been sticking to like sticky glue, and save our money up like crazy.

I swear, now I want to start up a foundation called, ‘Help Heather Home’. Donate, $5, $10, $20, or even $50, to help Heather get back to San Diego. Anybody interested lol!