3am Again *E*

Happy Halloween

*E* Ok so a few of you who want to obsess on my chart are wondering why I dont have temps up, and thats because with the weather change outside I stopped temping, but since I knew it was around period time, I started checking it in the morning to see if my temps were going to severely drop. Ill post my last 4 temps or you, on my chart 🙂

OMG! I cant wait for these antibiotics to start working. That should kill half the pain right there. the Fluinbprofen and darvoset just aint doing it. I only have 10 darvosets so I can only take them when the pain gets unbearable. Wow Im so never doing this again. Once I get dental Im getting the rest of my teeth fixed one by one. Kids, crystal meth rots your teeth and now Im paying the price. At least ive been clean for 5 years. I need to change my layout. If uh Angel wants to fix my layout while Im in pain and cant concentrate note me. Oh and if anyone wants to send me a money order in the amount of 5, 10, 20, 50 100, or more, you can note me too. I wish I was joking. Ok I dont expect anyone to send us money. We literally are broke. Of course I called my mom to ask her to borrow 500 and we could pay her back in two weeks, but she flat out told us no. Why? Because she’s a horrible rotten cunt, who has no feelings of love, or well being for her kids. Oh and because her and my father never borrowed money so why, when it takes so much guts, would she help out he rown daughter when she obviously needs it. Oh and one of her many excuses for being an uncaring whorish bitch is that I wasnt nice to her at my wedding. She is seriously warped. The only person in the world, besides my brianwashed dad, who thinks I was rude to her at my wedding. ugh Im scared of the dentist, but right now im looking forward to it. So very very much!

And if I dont note anyone its not because I dont absolutely love you, its just thinknig and writing and concentrating is awful hard when someone is taking a sledgehammer to your teeth. Im surprised I got this much out. I need sleeping pills.

 Ok so heres an update: Its now 8:30am and my face is still throbbing, but thats ok. I took my temps this morning at they were 99.0! I would wonder if its the meds, but the fluibprofen is a fever reducer. MMMMmmm we shall see. Here’s a treat for you all, Im going to test tommorrow. Yup. Im actually doing it for a favor for one of the girls on my TTC board. She went to the doctors recently to find out why they werent getting pregnant and the dr.s found a 3 inch half solid mass in her ovary. She had cancer when she was 17, and shes 25 now. So far the bloodwork is all normal, but shes having surgery the day Im testing, and she asked me to test for her. So Im going to.

Still no period 🙂