Silver Friends

How does everything get so fucked up so fast? The weekend was sucky but good in its own way. Out of the ashes rises a phoenix and all that crap. But today just went downhill and downhill fast. The morning sucked with a migraine and now Mel is only living here because she signed a lease. She hates me beyond what I can comprehend and she’s forced Jenn into the middle.

I’m mad about how she makes Jenn feel and I reverting to old ways of thinking, dangerous ways of thinking.

Maybe everyone would really be better off if I wasn’t here anymore.

Cause old wounds open too easily
And I can’t stop thinking
Of those silver friends and
Those nights that made so much sense
I shall return to the grave
From whence I came