Secrets

Very quickly now.  Very little time.  And this is a big secret.

I want to move back to NY.  That is not the secret (except from church people).  I need money to do so.  Still not the secret.  I need money for a newer car and other little things that will making moving back possible. Nope, still not a secret.  Could I work a third part-time job to make this possible?  Could I work over 67 hours a week and still breathe?  Think of the money I could save.  Think of the possibility of being able to move home sooner.  Think of paying off my credit cards and student loans and truly starting to save money.  Could I do it?  Should I even entertain the thought?  Should I even bother with the interview?

I need to talk to Megan and Mike and who knows who else, because there are so many levels of the secret.  I don’t want my church to know I’m moving back to NY yet.  I don’t want Rebecca to know I’m moving back.  I don’t want the hotel to know I’m job hunting.  I don’t want to lose my church job.  Except…  Its $12/hour!  I feel like I cannot turn down that opportunity right now!

Especially since my check engine light just came on.