Save Me From Myself

i used to wonder
why someone even cared
should i live or should i die
should i sink or should i swim
i used to wonder
why he didn’t walk away
why he didn’t say goodbye
he’s still standing there in front of me

save me from myself
don’t let the craziness i am
overtake this soul of mine
hold on to me and never let me go
the hand that holds the knife
is mine
the hand that holds my wrist
is yours

i used to just think
popularity is not for me
no one like that likes me
no one like that cares for me
and now i just think
that you are one true friend
that you are my brother
never going away no matter what i say

save me from myself
don’t let the craziness i am
overtake this soul of mine
hold on to me and never let me go
the hand that holds the knife
is mine
the hand that holds my wrist
is yours

i used to promise to me
when the world was gold
to never let them get to me
to never open up to them
now i’m promising to you
never shut you out
never jump before i call
so you can be there to catch me

save me from myself
don’t let the craziness i am
overtake this soul of mine
hold on to me and never let me go
the hand that holds the knife
is mine
the hand that holds my wrist
is yours
save me from myself
save me from myself
nd so I’d roll away to get some sleep and he’d roll up to me or pull me back near him. It was kinda funny, but nice. And Sunday morning, I really slept well.
He does this cute thing too, all the time. If I do something he likes, kisses him a certain way, he’ll tell me. Say something like Wow that was nice. So I’ll do it again. Its nice to hear that he likes something that I’m doing and I know when he says that its cause he wants it again. Its usually when I give him this soft almost chaste kisses. He loves them for some reason. Which is cool cause I love giving him them. He’s so funny.

Ok I think thats all the X-rated stuff from the weekend. Just little things I want to remember for me and no one else. The other entry, is completly rated G, maybe PG at the most.