September 13, 2005

Questions for my Readers

I’m here, around, alive, just incrediably busy. I’m still getting used to the new computer and such. But I do have updates that will be posted once I get some time.

I have a Philosophy test tomorrow so I gotta study but I wanted to do something….

I have a question for those who read my diary – if you’ve just started or been doing it for a year or more. Answer honestly if you want to answer. I won’t hate you or flip off the handle about. Its just a curiousity thing.

****Do you know any of my signs of depression or mania? Which ones do you know? Which ones have you remembered seeing?
****What would you do if you started seeing the signs?
****Do I really scare or worry you when those “signs” start appearing?

Like I said, answer them or not. I’m just curious as to how much I reveal in my diary. How much is obvious and how much is hidden.

I am either too ignorant of the real you or too insensitive to see, or you hide it too well. Perhaps I am jaded by so much angsty stuff online that I have turned off my ability to see when someone is really heading for a low point in their cycle. Short answer, no, I can’t see them. If I did, to paraphrase a story a friend told me one time, I would jump into the well, because I’ve been there.