Oh yeah….

There was one other thing that happened that put me in an odd mood. On Friday my dad and my boss, Art, were toasting my parents’ anniversary and I went up to tell Dad I’d be in the car. And Art asked me if I was going back to school in the fall. And the answer is pretty much, no, which he didn’t like. I know my dad doesn’t understand it either, so Art said that he and I would have a talk on Monday. I was to report to his office sometime and we would have a talk in the absence of my father. So with much trepidation I went upstairs to his office today. And he ranted at me for about 3 mins, but then I told him I was bi-polar and his anger basically disappeared. Evidently his daughter is bi-polar too and he understands as best as someone who has never been through it, what it’s like. And so after talking for about 30 mins he was “complaining” that I took the wind out of his sails and he couldn’t be angry anymore. He’s a really good guy and he cares about me. The fact that he yells at me over that lets me know that he cares. Anyway, that whole ordeal made me want to cry this morning.

Oh and another thing (I’m so not going to get anymore work done today.) Kaba saw Heather at the bowling alley on, I dunno, sometime. And she said Heather actually said up and said hi and was like being friendly to her. That threw me too, while Vince and I were playing Tetris. Heather always complained that she didn’t like Kaba and now she’s being friendly and everything. Kaba said it wasn’t even her being polite, cause they weren’t there together. I guess it just throws me everytime I hear something about Heather. Its just weird. I’m not mad about it, just….I don’t even know. I almost wish we didn’t live in the same town or anything cause I keep running into mentionings of her from random people. I wish I could just move on and get away from it all.

But I hung out with Brian on Friday night and we had such an awesome time. He found out a lot of things about me I’m not so sure he was ready to really know. But he’s a good kid and I like hanging with him. I keep forgetting he’s only a junior this fall. He’s like a little brother in many ways.

All in all, this weekend has been really odd and throwing me way too many curveballs. Hope this week is settled and left alone.