No longer hoping, just desperate

MeLiSs4114: you need to get your ass in gear and find out if youre moving out or not. we need to know by friday and you have to have all ur shit out by the end of the semester. jennifer has been nice to you all this time and alls youve been doing is ignoring her IMs. the land lord wants this taken care of soon and jennifer wants it done because shes not going to have time for it next semester. we’re fed up with you dragging your feet so get fucking moving. and if you don’t have this sorted out by the end of this semster, we’re taking the key to the apartment over break. youre not allowed to have it

MeLiSs4114: AND if you think that you’re gonna just sit there and ignore what I said, you have another thing comin to ya

OboeCoffeeGirl: I’m looking for a roommate – they don’t fucking grow on trees and if you try to take my key to the apartment over break, you can pay the penalty for breaking the lease – i’m not going to try and screw you two over – i’m trying to move out, so why don’t you stop worrying about me so much

MeLiSs4114: its not our fault that oyu have no time to find a roomate
MeLiSs4114: so get with the program and figure your shit out by friday
MeLiSs4114: and we dont want you here over break
MeLiSs4114: so thats why were taking your key

OboeCoffeeGirl: that’s nice, but you can’t force me out – i paid my rent

MeLiSs4114: yea for the first half of december
MeLiSs4114: we dont want you here
MeLiSs4114: so like i said, get your shit together, find a roomate and move out of here by the end of next week
MeLiSs4114: we need to have an answer by friday if youre moving or not because jenn doesnt have the time to sign a new lease after break
MeLiSs4114: so FIGURE IT OUS

And people wonder why I don’t like to come home. People wonder why I spend more than half my fucking day in Mason and the other half at the bar with Dustin. I swear, if he worked 7 days a week, I’d be there every day. What the fuck am I going to do if I can’t find a roommate? How the hell am I supposed to survive in an apartment with these people? I don’t respond half the time because my gut reaction is to tell them to FUCK OFF!

I don’t know where to turn anymore. No one seems to be able or willing to help me at all. I’m out here all on my own in the void of screwiness.

Oh yah. And finals and jurys are next week. So I really have time to deal with their crap on top of trying to find a roommate!