Musiced – Out

So I talked to Mommy today. She told me all about All-State and they fun they had. I was starting to lose my nerve about telling her about not coming back to Calvin. But that was why I had called and so I did tell her. And I cried. But she said it was ok. And she understood. And she said that I could come home. And that I didn’t have to come back here. So I am bringing home as much as I can when I go home for Christmas. Maybe I’ll come back to get the rest of it. Or else we’re going to ask people to pick up a box when they can. Maybe Chris or Casey can bring a box home when they come home. It will be good though. I am still going a little crazy because its me and its what I do. But I’m glad that my parents know and they are ok with it. Least I know they won’t flip. So that is a big weight off my shoulders. And I’m glad that its over. Mommy also told me that Grandpa (her dad) had a heart attack and he’s in the hospital. I started to cry again, but really only because I was already wiped with the earlier news. He’s doing ok and he’ll be ok. And I have to accept the fact that he is getting old. All my grandparents are. And it is a little morbid, but I understand that they might die and I have to just accept that. Its how life goes down. It will be ok. And whatever happens will be ok. So I’m really tired and stressed. And our band concert is this weekend and Messiah is next weekend. So I’m going to be all musiced-out(yah its a new word ok?). But thats ok. It will be ok. Yah I keep saying that but it will so its ok. Alright I’m going to go watch the Shining and eat popcorn and relax and go to bed. I think…. Whatever…. All I know is that I don’t have to come back here!!!!! What a relief!!! ok – peace out!