Leo’s Wisdom

I’m concerned with the faltering steps of this website.  So I did start another diary on Prosebox under the same name.  Hopefully I’ll never need it and this place will continue to exist.

Anyways… be prepared for huge exaggerations in this entry.  I’m tired and stretched too thin and prone to ignoring reality.  Or talking to myself.  Irrationally talking to myself.

A recent rant dealt with all my friends being pregnant.  Well today it feels like all my friends are getting engaged.  Trumpet Matt and Emily’s cousin and someone else who I can’t think of at this moment.  All big Facebook announcements.  I’m really happy for Matt and Ashley.  But I was thinking today how I feel like my relationship with Manny has stalled out.  He’s happy with me just being his girlfriend forever.

Not true even a little bit.

But I feel like we’ve gotten as far as we’re going to get.

This could be true for the moment.  Because in this moment, I live in MI and he lives in NY.  It will all change when you’re in the same state.

I don’t like change.

But then things will always stay the same.  You’ll never get married or engaged or have children.

Its not fair.

Well, neither is being irrational.  So good job on that.

Shut up.

You shut up.

"Oh God help me some days."  ~ Leo McGarry