I’ll try

It is not like, no its not like me to fall to the very bottom. No its not like me at all. But I know now that I cannot hide the pain cause it cuts too deeply to a point I can’t explain. But its not like I could and its not like she could convince our hearts they’d be ok. So we learn the hard way while our hearts, our hearts stay. They broke in two but i can say i try.
You are not her. You will never be her. You are you and you are more than I think I deserve. Still I treat you like a love I had before you are so much stronger than I give you credit for. But its not like I can and its not like you can convince our hearts they’ll be ok. No I don’t know if I can put my faith in you and God, I hope to find the strength to say I’ll try.
You find strength in me I can not find. I’ve got to leave the past behind. I’ve got to realize. I’ve got to open up my eyes. Lift my head up. Oh I’ve got to try. Now its time to realize. I’ve got to get past all the lies. No compromise. Apologize to the one you hurt so bad inside. I’ve got realize I’ve got open up my eyes. Lift my head up oh I’ve got to try.
Its been so hard always wondering when I could put my heart on, put it on the light again. But there’s strength in, in your eyes has let me see all the strength that I have. All the strength I have in me. But its not like I can and its not like you can convince our hearts they’ll be ok. But I know that I can put my faith in you and I have finally found the strength to say I’ll try.

~Sons of Pitches