i’ll hate you forever

chew the thoughts
in your mouth
and spit them out at me
your anger can’t be contained
eyes like daggers
tongues like knives
you’re not fooling anyone
not even yourself
waiting expectantly
for the downfall to come
its right around the corner
hold your breathe
take the plunge
it will be here soon enough
words fall from my mouth
scraping your arms and legs
until no love is left
the other side of you
will soon escape
wrecking everything you worked for
don’t be fooled by the calm
there’s always calm before storms
stop lying to yourself
he’s not going to stick around
you can’t keep relationships
he will do as he wishes
and leave you behind
screaming silently in the night
lost to you forever
never looking back
just waving goodbye
and walking away
what will you do then?
retreat back into me
and i’ll destroy you
violently ripping truth and hope
out of your pathetic life
distorting your view like a prism
up will be down
right will be wrong
and i’ll leave you
a screaming mess on the ground
the place you once called home
you forsaked it when you left
and now it will offer nothing
but agony and pain
i dare you return to me
come in the silence of the darkening night
come in the speaking silence of a dream
silent and dark
where you fail to see love
there is warmth and hope there
but you refuse to break out
you sit in the shadows and hate
and now it is silver and cold
no escape from this nightmare
alone
we share the same sins
in light or dark they stay
and these sins will kill you
dripping blood from your arms
into my waiting hands
to wash away my sins
you will pay for the things i have done
you shall pay with your life and his love
if i can’t be happy why should you
i refuse to be happy
crawling and shirking from the light
don’t look to me anymore
you think this can solve everything
i only feel pain and hate towards you
as i stare in the mirror
the blood falls on the floor
and stains all our memories
till i can’t see anymore
and light in the hallway reflecting
going farther away
and i scream at this hell
i am the specter that haunts you
the demon that kills you
don’t forget my face
i’ll haunt you till i die
and someone dares to destroy me
your blood drips in my eyes
washing glass shards away
fall away like a death shroud
and return to your destiny
i will never stop tormenting you
when the love of your life dies
know that i held the murder weapon
when your family passes away
know that i was the virus in their blood
when your children die
know that i was the disease
and when you lie on your bed
praying for death to take you
know that i will be the one
forcing you to live in the pain
know that i will never end the anguish
my hate for you lives forever