highway to hell

They once called me strong
How haunting those words can be
I’m nothing what they thought I was
I’m nothing what they say
Weak as a newborn baby
I can’t survive like this
I don’t want to go
Honestly I don’t want to die
I’m afraid my release will kill me
That the pain will never end
How do you live with this much pain
I don’t know how I’ve made it this far
I know where this road will lead
I know what my future can hold
This path leads to the same place
Everytime I take it
And nothing will ever change it
No U-turns allowed
No more exit ramps
I’m stuck on this highway
And its leading straight to hell