Good/Bad

I really have nothing to write today. It was a bad/good day – more emphasis on the bad. My lesson was horrid. My teacher is sweet and nice and good, but she’s not really teaching me anything. She wants me to make more dynamics. Except my reeds suck and my lips are so badly out of shape and any change in dynamics changes my pitch, pushes me out of tune, forcing me to do all sorts of odd things to make things better.

I don’t know what I’m going to do. I need to see Cheryl again or not see Doc anymore or do something that will put me back on track. Reeds are not meant to be tempermental and I refuse to take ‘No’ from inanimate objects. Maybe there was something I learned at the John Mack concert this weekend…..