Desires

Hypocrite, liar
Her thoughts scream at me
Self-righteous bitch
I remember now why
I never wanted to judge you
Lift up your heart
But my heart is too heavy
Sceaming and sobbing
What do you want of me
He always told me
Now he is silent
A hating silence
He’ll never forgive me
And this life needs love not hate
So I’ll slip away into the shadows
Maybe someday he’ll forgive me
Maybe someday I’ll forgive myself