Checkin out for a while

I’ve noticed a trend with my diary lately. I’ve been writing more and more for the people here on OD, rather than for me and my sanity. And its driving me slightly insane. So for the next few days, I think I’m going to keep things either private or on Favorites Only, depending on the entry. I need to erase the stigma I’ve created in my head of writing for other people here. I need to write for me for a little while. Let me know if you want to be on my Favorites, for when I write Favorites only. Most of my noter-friends are on there, but I don’t want to forget anyone.

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can’t keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause it’s on in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can’t take it yeah I can’t shake it
Nooo

I can’t wait to see you
Want to see if you still got that look in your eyes
That one you had for me before we said our goodbyes
And it’s a shame that we got to spend our time
Being mad about the same things
Over and over again
About the same things
Over and over again
Ohh
But I think she’s leaving
Ooh man she’s leaving
I don’t know what else to do
(I Can’t go on not loving you)

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can’t keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its on in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again yeah
And I can’t take it yeah I can’t shake it
Nooo

I remember the day you left
I remember the last breath you took right in front of me
When you said that u would leave
I was too damn stubborn to try to stop you or say anything
But I see clearly now
and this chose I made keep playing in my head
Over and over again
Playing my head
Over and over again
Ohh
I think she’s leaving
Ooh man she’s leaving
I don’t know what else to do
(I Can’t go on not loving you)

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can’t keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its on in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can’t take it I can’t shake it
Nooo

(Now that I’ve realizes that I’m going down
From all this pain you’ve put me through
Every time I close my eyes I like it ?
I can’t go on not loving you)

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can’t keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its on in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can’t take it I can’t shake it
Nooo

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can’t keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its on in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can’t take it I can’t shake it
Nooo

Over and Over again
Over and Over again
Cause it’s all in my head

Over and Over ~ Nelly

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ryn: Thanks…it’s a pretty difficult situation to be in. I never thought anyone knew anything until yesterday when that lady asked me about him….now I think I might be very self-conscious around him…thinking everyone can read the look on my face. You’re right too about writing for people versus writing for yourself…I haven’t been on here long and I feel like that sometimes.

i would like to be on your favoris and i think u should do what u need to… love ya miss u lore

I WOULD ALSO LIKE TO READ YOUR NEXT ENTRIES SO IF YOU HAVE THEM ON PRIVATE THAT IS COOL BUT IF YOU DESIDE TO HAVE “FAVORITES ONLY” COULD YOU ADD ME? COOL ! I LIKE THAT SONG

hey, I’m still on your favorites. hehe, I took a sabbatical from OD, as I started to feel the ‘write for us’ vibe too. It’s weird, cuz..well, because I’m sure nobody expects that. *Sigh* We higher intellects have such a burden to bare eh? 😉

ahh!!! I am not on your list ne more!!! 🙁 i dont know what is up but i cant read them ne more! please add me again!!!!!!

I would like to be on fav’s only if you wouldn’t mind.