casket on the ground

i’m trying to form the words
release the pain in my head
even my bones are crying
i hope you drown in these tears
they are all i have left now
falling from my face to his shirt
i cuddle beneath the sheets
searching for a reason to wake
i would give anything to feel
i would give anything to scream
to release the pain in my head
and my bones are screaming

there’s a casket on the ground
there’s people standing all around
i look at the body in the grave
its not a dead body, its my soul

i’m trying to find a peace
trying to find a pain
something to tell me i’m alive
anything to prove my soul is there
but it’s been removed by all this
i can no longer protect it
i’ve buried it far away
where no one can harm it again
now i’m left with nothing inside
i don’t care for your anger
I can’t pretend to love you anymore
i would give anything to wake up
i would end this nightmare
to release the pain in my head
and my bones are screaming