Brown Eyes

I found my soulmate. I am not going to marry him, but I will spend the rest of my life with him. We will always be friends no matter how much time passes. I only realized this when he stood firmly by me, not letting me go as I slipped over the edge to insanity. He is not perfect, c’mon he’s a guy. But he is one of the best things to ever happen to me. To be able to have someone like him is almost unbelievable. To be able to say anything to him and know that he will still be there when I’m done. To know he won’t sugar coat the truth when I need it. He knows me beyond words and language can explain. Beyond music and stars and love and death is our connection. We’ve been through our fair share of pain and heartache. But we made it through and the friendship we have now is beyond comprehension. I don’t even comprehend it. I could never see how amazing and close any two people could be. We are individuals and unique to ourselves. But he gets me and I get him in a way no one else can. Ours is a friendship built on life. It includes everything that life includes; love, laughter, time, pain, truth, strength, death – for life does include death. And we have seen death enough to last two lifetimes. No one else will ever know me like he does. Or understand me like he does. He’s amazing now and forever.

He’s my best friend, my brown eyes.