Angry Smirnoff

If I remain drunk I won’t be mad
But Mondays come with work and coffee
And sobering up is a good idea
I didn’t scream at you that night
Only because I was on my third drink
But we will have to talk sober
And anger will come out
I don’t want to be angry
My other options are to be hurt
And I can’t bear much more pain
Anger is my way of covering pain
You should learn that now
And laughter covers my anger
Nervous laughter and giggles
hide the screams and accusations
Use the CD in my player
To find me when I disappear
Let’s get drunk
You can drive us to the harbor
Too bad you never heard me
I told you once where I would go
Maybe you’ll make it to me
Before I answer the river’s call