Sh*t Happens….For a Reason

Men turn me into a complete puddle of dumb sometimes lol. It’s stupid.
 
Today I had ants in my pants waiting to hear from Vince, I drove myself so crazy I was pacing the house. I hate being a virgo, sometimes it really sux becuz we analyze everything to death and let our brains work overtime. It’s so hard for me to keep myself from thinking about stuff, especially when it comes to guys. For some reason guys get right into my brain and drive me to the point of insanity.
 
But he did call tonight, just like he said he would. (I need to learn that not all guys are the same. Geez)
 
He didn’t realize I had no vehicle cuz he wanted me to come out to his place. Tomorrow after band practice he’s gonna give me a call and come get me and we’re gonna go hang out at his place, watch movies, stuff like that.
 
Woot. I’m happy again. And no, this is SO not a rebound. I’ve never been the type to rebound in my whole life. I’m gonna see how things go, it could be a good thing in the end. I can already tell he’s not a typical guy, since that first night we met he was asking me all the important questions..what I do for a living, if I have kids, any guys or exs in the picture, if I’ve ever been engaged, if I do drugs. I’ve never had a guy ask me those kinds of questions. It was all the important stuff that I would ask a guy lol. I guess I passed the screening lol.
 
My friend Jessica pointed out something really neat that I never realized before. A few months ago, I liked this guy named Shane. (He’s part of the same group of ppl as Vince, I just didn’t know that) I was going through a rough patch at the time, and when Shane didn’t like me back I just let it get to me even though I shouldn’t have. Guess I was pretty vulnerable at the time. Anyways I cried at the bar about it. Turns out this guy Shane is one of Vince’s roomates.
 
So now, it all makes sense. Jessica pointed out the fact that if things had worked out differently and Shane had liked me back, I would have met Vince under different circumstances, and likely wouldn’t be in the situation I’m in now. I wouldn’t be getting to know Vince on that level becuz it would have been too awkward and weird. A few months ago, stuff  just didn’t make sense to me. Now I know why it all happened the way it did.
 
I guess life is funny like that sometimes.