Internet Dating Sites

I knew it was a bad idea to check those things out, even out of curiousity. All I ended up doing was getting all sad. And not for myself, it was for the people on there.
 
Sure, don’t get me wrong, internet dating stuff can be a good thing. You can meet people that you wouldn’t normally meet, and there are some cool people out there.
 
What’s sad is that, for the most part, the majority of people on sites like that aren’t particularly attractive people. (Yikes, hope nobody bites my head off for that one) The part that makes me sad is that sure, they may not be model material, but who really wants someone who is? The attractive people tend to be arrogant and self-centered anyways. Those men out there who aren’t model material, but are phenomenal, wonderful men with so much to offer get overlooked because they don’t have the right ‘look’. It makes me really sad. 🙁
 
I’ve never been the type to date people based on their looks. That’s just not right to do that. People always tell me I’m good looking but I sure don’t feel like it sometimes. I have days where I feel like the ugliest creature alive. I guess today was one of those depressing days.
 
Dr.Phil was doing some internet dating show today about match.com so that’s what got me all thinking, and what made me check out some of those sites. Ever since that, I’ve been feeling pretty shitty about things. I’m sure I’ll be fine by tomorrow..my moods always change like that. I tend to overthink things and feel sorry for the underdog, since I’ve spent most of my life being the underdog myself.
 
After awhile I just get kinda lonely, you know? I always liked the particular thrill I get from the whole getting-to-know-you thing.
 
I guess things just wouldn’t be right with me if I didn’t get into one of my dark moods every so often. Arg.