Happiness

Well, I just got a job..my first one as a nurse. I start at KRCC on Saturday. The only crappy part is that I start at 6:30 am (eww) Hopefully my regular schedule won’t be like that, I am so NOT a morning person.

Today I got a new tatty, number 17. It was done at Bolder Syde by the new artist there, her name is Tania and she does amazing work. My tattoo is totally sick.

Chris and I designed it together and it looks amazing.

Things are going well. Hopefully things continue to go well becuz my life has been pretty dark and grey for pretty much my whole life. Right now I finally feel like things are looking up. The dark grey cloud isn’t surrounding me anymore…now I can actually see the sunlight again.

That sunlight is Chris. He makes me feel so amazing inside.

I’ve never felt like this before.

He makes me feel alive.

Ferret Mom

March 7, 2007

Congrats on the job! And yayy for Chris.

March 9, 2007

RYN: Most of my entries are pretty up, sorry you came across the downer one.

I went through the whole waiting thing for over 2 years, and I have to say that unless you already have a strong relationship and a foundation of trust it’s next to impossible that your relationship is going to work. But I know the feeling of having to follow your heart. But it’s a tough life being the g/f of someone who’s incarcerated. If you ever want to talk, erikasummer4@yahoo.com.