Chris…The Man of My Dreams!

After a year of being alone, I found someone amazing! And of all days, I met him on Valentines, the day I was dreading.

I had a really crappy day at work, then I came home and had a message on my plentyoffish profile from a guy, and like always I messaged him back to be nice. But then I found out we had a ton in common, and we decided to meet. I was so scared we wouldn’t like each other, or that maybe he was a creep..u never know when you meet ppl online how they’re gonna be in real life. We hung out for a bit, then went for coffee. I sat there across the table from him and just stared into his eyes. It was then that I figured out how I felt about him.

We’ve been together ever since.

I have to admit I’ve never found anyone so much like me before. He’s like my twin. Not only are his greatest passions music and tattoos, just like me, we’re both good artists, we write poetry, and so many of our likes and dislikes match too. We also think the same, and always say/think the same stuff at the same time. It’s weird.

Plus there’s a weird coincidence. A few days before I met him online, I had a dream about a guy (who now I can see could possibly be him, only like 30 yrs older) In the dream the guy was calling my ex a ‘hippie’. Well after I met Chris, I realized the guy looked like him only older, and Chris’s profile name was called "Hippycrit". Pretty eerie.

I know we haven’t been together for very long yet, but already I’m falling hard for him. He makes me feel good, he makes me feel safe and happy. I’m just gonna take things one day at a time. He helped me design my next tattoo (number 17) which I’m getting on Tuesday. He even wrote me a poem.

The only problem now is the fact that he has a past, and it may be coming back to haunt him. The scary thing is he might go to jail over it, and it scares us both sh*tless. It’s something that happened a few months ago when he was into a bad drug scene, and now all of a sudden, the charges have gone through. I don’t know what to do…I try not to think about it, but I can’t help it. Now that I’ve found him, I don’t want to lose him.

I don’t want to fall in love and only to have to give him up.