7/29/06

I had another one of those dreams again. The kind that wakes you up and then you wish you could fall back to sleep and continue it again.

Mine was the kind that made me not want to wake up. Ever.

I was with this guy. And he wasn’t just any guy, he was just amazing. He wasn’t the most gorgeous guy in the world, but he was still good looking, and he had a personality that meshed so well with mine. I don’t remember much other than the chemistry between us. In the dream we just fell head over heels for each other. And just making out all the time. I wanted to introduce him to my friend. He lived in an apartment complex that was quite strange looking, and I spent most of my time with him there.

I think he was a mix of Aidan and some guy who’s pic I saw on the net. He surely was too good to be true. Then my cat had to wake me up out of my blissful dream.

I wish I could go back there and be with him again. I don’t think I’d ever find a guy like him in real life.

I think I must be having these dreams becuz of the stupid dating site I’m on. Guess I’m just getting kinda lonely again. I wish I could find true love.

The sad part is, I don’t think I ever will.