5/14/06

Well…I guess it’s time for an update.

Aidan has a new girlfriend already. Sure didn’t take him long. A month after I move out? I guess getting over me isn’t all that difficult. I have to admit that reading that in the email he sent sent a twinge of jealousy through me. I felt sort of sad about it even. But then I pushed it all away. I just remember the things he did that used to piss me off, and I feel better and realize it was for the best.

Mike messages me all the time on msn. He wants to hang out and stuff. He figures I’m all mad because he got back together with his ex. I just want to say "Oh yeah, I’m just all torn up over it." LOL. It was for the best as well. Several people warned me to stay away from him anyways.

But it turns out Kevin is coming back next week for a visit. I have been thinking about him alot lately, so it was a real surprise to me when he told me. It makes me happy 😀 Well, sort of.  Me and him will probably end up hooking up again like we usually do. This has been going on for 10 years now. We will probably always be like this too. We should have been together and now it’s too late.

And of course, there are several guys who’ve made their intentions obvious to me. A good friend of mine named Mike confessed he’s got a huge crush on me, and has for a long time. Plus several male internet friends have been totally hitting on me lately. I feel popular 😀

Of course, it doesn’t really make me fell all that good. I may have tons of guys pestering me for my attention. But of course there’s no one who really catches my attention. Well, except for Kevin. But that will probably never be. So I just need to push it out of my mind, and enjoy being single. The last thing I need is a man on the brain again. I just need to focus on school right now.