thebiggestpieceofme.

ignoring the past
covering up the photographs.

lying about crying,
for reasons unknown

for a little comfort
and a place to call home.

i’ve given up a little piece
of all the things i knew,
to make myself fit better
with the pieces that are you.

you’ve lived a hundred lives,
while i’ve had my fair share,
we will never full know each other
by the parts that are still there.

i’ve given up my memories,
i’ve given it all time,
i’ve given you what you wanted,
while i’ve lost all that is mine.

i’ll always know where i went wrong,
where i lost everything i’d hope for.

if i could go back now, i wouldn’t,
the parts i do remember, are the ones that i shouldn’t.

i want my life back as my own,
though i dont know what to do;
all i know for sure
is that there has got to be more to me

than you.
 

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November 1, 2008

beautifully written. 🙂 Thank you for your comments and concern…I appreciate it and miss you. It’s hard with school and work but we’ll try to figure something out, will you be back to saxonburg anytime soon? love.