i prefer a humorous tragedy.

some days i feel more lik an actress…

it occured to me the other day when i heard a commercial saying "summer is almost over", that for the first time, that means nothing to me. it doesnt mean i get to go shopping for pens and notebooks, trying to find cool clothes so that i can fit in. it doesnt mean that i have to worry about pre-ordering books and thinking of ways to make a dorm room my own. it doesnt mean that i have a schedule to memorize and new friends to make, teachers to try to figure out and boys to try and get to look at me. it doesnt mean that i have breaks to look forward to or finals to cram for. all it means is that daylight is going to get shorter, and business in the airport is going to slow down. it means that its going to get colder, the leaves are going to change and fall, christmas and the new year are sure to come and go, and before i know it, next summer will be here, and i will be moving.
really it doesnt mean anything at all.
and while this all makes me feel a lot less pressured, i realize i have very little to look forward to.
yes, summer is almost over.