So yeah

For some reason everyone still thinks i’m all sad and stuff. Truth is i’m not. You of course wouldnt really know this because only two people from back home call me. Whatever the reason is that you don’t you still dont so how could you know what i’m going through or how i feel. Truth is you don’t know just as i don’t know how you are doing. So i’m going away. I met someone figures right before i go away. Shes really great and we are courting at this point in time. I say courting because we are not dating and well what else leads up to that. It’s like a trial feel out the situation period. It’s good though. When i get back i’ll have enough money to buy a car. That is also good. cause no car = suck. i’ll also have hair again another plus. I’ll finally be able to start school. Which will be hot and well i’ll put on another rank and move off base. So more money and my own finally my own place. No room inspections no mothers walking in without knocking, my own personal space. That i will be sharing with Matt and Cassandra but ya. So things are looking up. Just takes time i suppose. Anyway new year new lease on life. Just let it all go, it feels so much better.

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December 31, 2004

Happy New Year, Alan! i’m glad things are looking up for u again. sort of. i hope this year will be much much better than the previous and all of ur wishes come true. ::hugs::

hey you 🙂 just got back from visiting the long lost dad..just wanted to wish you a happy new year and hope we can talk soon.

January 1, 2005

Happy New Year. It looks like things are falling into place for you. It’s about damn time.

Its a New Year, live it to the fullest. ~Athena

thanks for the note……i hope you have a wounderous and wishful new year

January 3, 2005

My class gets over on the 13th so I’m not going to be able to see you before you leave. I’m really sorry, I had hoped to be able to hang out with you again before you leave. I know I’ll talk to you before you actually do go, but in any case… don’t do anything I wouldn’t do, and take care of yourself. If you come home in a box I’ll never forgive you. ~Jessa

January 3, 2005

Oh, and by the way, congrats with Matt’s cousin(?). Drew says you’ve told him the same story about her like five times, haha. You’re getting over her the way he and I were (are?). In any case, I’m happy for you, and I hope everything works out with her when you get back. I know the both of us will be rooting for you.