7/27/05

Take a part of me, Take the whole of me, i give it away freely, unrelenting passion striving for an outlit. Can you tell me where the light is? Keep on slipping here in the dark. Falling down so much I’m getting used to seeing the ground face to face. By now i think i get it I now know my place. Try and tell me that it was good while it lasted. Never works on me blasted right through the heart of me.

Single shadow falls on the curtins warm rushing feelings, gushing out of open wounds. Sore wings that used to soar above the pain, clipped. What good is it to try When i know i just wont reach the sun. Isn’t it fun sitting here like this everyone smiles and you smile back but it’s fake. Erase the mistake from my mind. Life has always got to be messing with me. God i just want to be free.

 It’s all in vain Sometimes i just can’t take this life. Sometimes i just can’t take this place. Race to the edge of oblivion i’ll see you there. Stand alone on the edge of the world and whisper things that should never have been said. No release for someone that has this disease. Nothing in life is frree. Took it all from me.

Something takes a part of me , grab her by the hand tell her how much she means it doesn’t matter. Just take another swing at me knock me down another notch. On the ground, This is where i found my sanity. Rationalize this, life is not worth the paper it’s printed on unless you have someone to share it with. Tear my heart, stir fry feelings of love and hate, it’s fate that takes me to that step and its time to take the plunge.