12/21/04

I’m lost in the simple translation of it all can’t seem to find the time to make it all fit work into a simple way. work it out in life, love it all through everything battled demons in my mind to get to the point shifting in my seat i’m not happy with it make it all just wash away.

You make it all seem easy. You slide in with your self rightous thoughts making me feel queasy. wish you could just make it all go away stand far back from me staring with indecient eyes. I’m lost in the simple translation of it all can’t seem to find the time to make it all fit work into a simple way.

Forget the nights i stood with you, held you nothing but you on my mind. Inside i’m dying you caused me to bleed heart failing falling short of what i need. work it out in life, love it all through everything battled demons in my mind to get to the point shifting in my seat i’m not happy with it make it all just wash away.

Nothing short of a miracle i’lll share with you the thoughts that circulate in my head. It’s nothing like that i’m just fucking brain dead. Fried from too much to think about it’s the ending bout i’ll fight till i drop, forget all about the pain and the suffering and the indescressions you held back from within. Doesn’t fit with the rest of em simply me thats just what it is.

Demention slowly overcomming me i can’t keep this up i’m going now keep me out of the room running away rampid days it’s all over now who cares anyway. Phone off the hook i’m on the chair feet scrapping the walls nothing left to share noone here to care i’m gone.