Wisdom Teeth

I’m currently sitting in the dentists massage chair. I’m waiting for the meds to kick in. They take an hour. But all I’m getting is Ativan. One of the medications my parents gave me when I “felt myself getting angry”. when I gave my new counsellors my history, they were astonished at the amount I was given. My aunt, who has a background with addictions, says it was enough to knock out a horse. It wastwo pills. For this appointment I only had one.
Fuck she won’t let me have more!
Rob made this appointment for me. He said it will be better like this. He was knocked out for his wisdom teeth! This isn’t fair! I had no idea I’d be WIDE AWAKE like this!!