Waiting for Codein to kick in

Sure, call me a drug abuser. I took 2 of them. Left over from 6 months ago when I had my wisdom teeth taken out. I feel like shit today. So much going on…

I got one of my employees promoted. I asked my store manager to do what he needed, and to make a long story short, she hasn’t excepted yet, but she’s asking for the ceiling of her position, and I’m almost positive she got it. But its not for sure.

she’s also treating me as though I’m not working hard enough or something, like if I’m off somewhere, I’m not doing my job. And its starting to spread to my store manager. Its like he’s watching over me all the time.

So today, I showed up at work, only to realize I wasn’t scheduled to work – and its ME that makes the god damn schedule!

My employee was doing what I trained her to do, and this other dpeartment manager was beside her on a computer that happens to be the only one with this sales program. The manager that was on the computer had already specifically told me not to use it because it is the only one with the program I’m referring to. I jokingly made a comment about how she told me not to use it if I could avoid it. And she “joked” back about how I wasn’t supposed to be there and I screwed it all up.
So I went to another computer to look at something else related to it, and she said “how is S supposed to learn if you’re doing it all for her?”

I said, “I’m NOT doing anything that S is supposed to do!”

Her reply? “Go HOME!”

Oh, I’m home. Bawled my eyes out the whole fucking way… And took codein when I got home. I need to sleep. And somehow rid myself of this ball of pain in my chest.

If she gets paid what she asked for, I will quit on the spot. Because its not just a slap in the face to me, but to all the people that work there and work so hard.

And they have to understand, there’s a difference between me and a lot of the other people that work there, I work there because I have chosen to, I don’t have to.