This Entry Will Have No Indentation

Because it is my cell phone. But I can’t sleep and writing before bed seems to be helping these days.
Today, I’m thinking about J just before I go to sleep. He works with me, but me, and a lot of other people were all promoted before him, and it really gets him down because he works so hard. It makes me feel sad that he is constantly overlooked like that. At first, I could see why. But now, he’s changed what he needed to, in my opinion. He sees the big picture like he should, and the only thing holding him back is a preconceived notion by the store manager. Whom I get along with quite well by the way… And agree with on most things. But he’s got a hate on for these guys… And it makes me sad because especially J, is full of great ideas, he’s smart and he points out things that other people don’t see. But he’s kind of obnoxious sometimes (because that’s how he deals with stuff that bothers him), so people don’t take him seriously. And he’s stuck. His manager shouldn’t be a manager, it should have been him. Or the other guy. But in my opinion, now that he sees what he needs to, it should have been him. *sigh* I don’t know. If only they gave him more recognition, he could hjave the chance to really shine… I’ve never seen him standing around like the other guy. As much as he jokes around and he’s obnoxious and silly sometimes, he gets stuff done. He needs guidance too… If he had someone to show him what he needs to be, he could be anything… Fuck I wish I was their manager. So I could see things better. There’s so much I don’t know… *sigh, sigh, sigh*!