The positive – one moment at a time

I’m probably taking an awful lot of my past issues and applying them to all of this. Rob is my light, my life, my rock and shoulder to cry on. He’s almost always there for me when he can be, and he always tries his best. The way he’s been treating me is a direct reflection of how I’ve treated him the entirety of our relationship. Really, if anyone is the abuser, its me. It goes both ways. If its going to work, its going to come from me. I need to make a change, and everything else will change and fall into place. I’ll put my heart and soul into this, on day at a time, one moment at a time. Why? Because Rob loves me like a first love that’s never known pain, he will never stop trying, and always give this his all. I owe him that. If I stop using my doubts about a man who gave up on me (Steve) and my bitterness towards all men as a result, I could let this work. So here goes my all! Just one moment at a time.