Perception

 Frustrated… I guess it’s true. I am pretty conceited. I didn’t used to be. But you have to be, in this world we live in.

     Since he’s known me, I’m nearly a different person. The experiences I have had, have changed me a lot. I suppose I was conceited before, too, but in a different way. More afraid. More shy, more insecure. Very insecure. 

     Aggravating. His point of view very often confuses me. I am always convinced that I am right, and sure of the injustice that has been done to me. Then I hear his point of view, and I’m not so sure anymore. This is very confusing to me.

     Because I do not get upset unless there is truly an injustice. But then I wonder, perhaps my perception is very distorted. And I get very confused. Like right now.

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September 3, 2012

i swear I could have written this entry a few weeks ago. It’s the most frustrating thing when they can change your mind to doubt whether you are making the injustice up in your head. You probably arent, you probably just care about him too much to truly be able to stick to your guys cause it might mean losing him