More Stuff.
So ya, I didn’t mean to, but I told Brad that I had phone sex with Chris the night b4 last, and he was really upset. He made me swear that I would never do it again. He said that cuz we have only been together for a week and a half and he’s this upset now, he doesn’t think he’ll be able to handle it later on. He said that he left the school and he had just been sitting at his house all day, because he’s still in shock. I feel so bad. So ya, I’m cutting off all conections with Chris, then it won’t be so hard to get over him. I mean, we still said "I love you" when we hung up on the phone. That’s no way to be!
And me, Cody and Brad Schappert (other brad) are going to live together in september. I asked Brad Watts if it was ok, and he said it was fine as long as I never did it again, and I sure as hell don’t plan to.
I hope that Chris hasn’t been hacking into my private entries, cuz I wouldn’t be surprised, I know he can do things like that. He’s probably reading this too, I wouldn’t be surprised. Damn it! Time to go!
Fuck, Chris is being such a jerk around me in guitar, I was ready to knock him out yesterday! Oh, well, he’ll be happy w/ Laura, k time 2 go.
I believe you made the right decision regarding Chris, so that your current relationship has a fair chance. It is important that we learn from our mistakes and not beat ourselves up over them. Personal growth is so important. I have faith in you that you will continue to make the right choices, and learn from the times you do not. We all have to. I speak from experience. 😉 CD
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