Might as well Write an Update…

     Lately it’s been too depressing to dwell on anything for so long as to write it all down, so I’ll just write a brief description and maybe you folks will understand…

 

After the truck accident and not being able to see our families, I decided that I couldn’t take it anymore and thought I would break it off with Rob. He broke down, hysterically…I broke his heart and felt terrible, but thought it needed to be done, despite how much I love him.

 

However, the next day, his 16 month old neice died.

 

I’ve been trying to be there for him in whatever way I can, and decided we still wouldn’t be seeing other people, but wouldn’t hang out as much, and still be there for each other in whatever way we can, but right now he has gone to Ottawa for the little girl’s funeral.

 

*sigh* that’s all I am writing for now…

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i am so sorry babes. -just holds you- mayvbe rob just isnt the guy, or person, for you though. -kisses you softly and walks away- feel better.

-whispers in your ear- yea, i still love you too bbabes.

January 15, 2009

I’m sorry, Nikki…I hope things get better… -Josh