just a little stuff…

     I think I really do like him. I don’t know how it happened…but ya…

     I got home from work and I told him that I had to have a shower, and then I asked him if he wanted to have one with me. So we did…and stuff…well, nothing that we haven’t done already. But man, that boy has a perfect body! I wanted him so badly!!! We had lots of fun. It was far too tempting. Metalman and I had a talk about it afterwards, and I think he’s right. I shouldn’t put myself in those situations. It’s going to make it harder for me to keep from going too far. But I am still going to spend lots of time alone with him.

     So after the shower, we cuddled for like, 45 minutes or something like that, and just talked. I finally told him that I think I like him, and he said he likes me back too.

    So far, almost every day that Ryan has been in here with me, Metalman has msned me right after he leaves, and come up to chat. Last night we kind of talked about how he is frustrated sexually b/c he usually has someone to mess around with, and he doesn’t. So I guess that explains the weird situation the other night.
     He said that it’s so bad, he’s starting to have anger issues. The guy, Warren, that’s dating Krista, who lives in my suite, said the "N" word. Metalman said that it took a few people to  hold him back from following him upstairs to give him a piece of his mind…a violent physical piece of his mind. I hope he sorts through that one quick.
     I’m glad that the situation isn’t that Metalman likes me. That would really bother me if he did. But I love when he comes up to talk to me. He doesn’t really come up to talk to anyone else. I hope he doesn’t actually like me, that would be weird. No, I don’t think he does…
     He told me that his friend Josh told him that he was talking to Ryan, and Ryan was saying that he likes me a lot. That really made me smile.
     I definately think that Ryan and I should slow things down a little. I wish I wasn’t this way! I get so excited in certain situations…it seems to get far pretty fast.

     Haha!!! I went into Gill’s room last night, and she was lying in bed topless, and she was covering her boobs with her hands!!! I was like, are you sure you don’t want me to leave? She was like, "no, it’s ok. It’s nothing you haven’t seen before" She was freaking hammered!!! I was like, has Miche been in here? She said yes, and she said that they FINALLY made out. They have been flirting, and he’s been sleeping in her bed for like, 2 weeks now. Not every night, but it’s been coming for a very long time. (they told me that was all they did…AWWWWW) Then Miche walking in the room in his boxers, and I started to laugh even harder. He was drunk and high, but she was trashed! I stayed in there and talked to them a bit, they both said that it was ok. Then Gill had to pee, and she couldn’t open any of the doors b/c she had her hand covering her boobs…I was laughing so hard. So I came to help her, but then I went into my room, and tha’ts when Metalman came up.

    Well, I have to go. I have that environmental Leadership interview…and I have to work on that portfolio…:D