I got stood up! *edit*

     He was supposed to come at 7 today…didn’t show up! I called his house, apparently he’s sleeping…I have the strangest feeling that he doesnt’ want me. I’ve been getting that vibe for a little bit.
     This is the second time he’s stood me up! I’m probably just overreacting or something, but I don’t like being stood up! That’s not cool! I was supposed to help clean up the rez dinner, but instead I came back here because I told him that I was going to meet him. And then I hear that he’s sleeping! wtf! I thought about sending him another facebook message, but my roomates advised against it, wouldn’t really explain to me why, but I thought that if they thought I shouldn’t then maybe I shouldn’t.
     Because although I don’t feel I deserve to be treated that way, I don’t want him to be able to label me a crazy person. So I just left it, and then if he shows up later tonight, I’ll not give him a crazy piece of my mind, but I’ll let him know that it’s not cool.
     I think that I’ll just say, "hey…I understand that I’m just a booty call, and that’s ok. But that doesn’t mean that standing me up is acceptable." Or something along those lines.
     If I’m just calm, tell it like it is so that I can be respected but I don’t lose it on him, he’ll understand maybe that I deserve to be treated with a little more respect. It doesn’t matter how hot he is, or how many people think that he is a god, bottom line is, he’s just another person.
     There is always someone else, and there is no one that has the right to mistreat me. So I’ll just leave it until he decides to talk to me. But if he shows up later tonight, I’m not going to be a happy camper! I don’t know if I’m really even going to feel like it.
     Now that I’ve said all that, I have to hold strong to that when he’s standing there right in front of me with his sexiness…lol

*edit*
in his defense, the first time he "stood me up" he was supposed to meet me at 8. I went to the meeting place (the computer lab), checked my facebook and there was a message that had been waiting for me since 6pm saying that he was sorry he missed our 4pm meeting, he had somehow gotten the time mixed up. (or so he says)

I’m a very cynical person and I don’t really think that he’s just forgetful. But then, I dont’ know him really that well at all!