I GOT FIRED!!!

     That was f–king weird. I am so pissed. I really wanted to call Timmies and tell them I was sick so I could go to Gill’s birthday. So I finally did, and Francis said that she actually wanted to talk to me when I came in. She said that she was just going to take me off the schedule. She said that the afternoon supervisors were saying that I they didn’t like my attitude. I was like, what the hell?!!! They don’t know what the hell they are doing!!! I was so frustrated. Their drive thru times were horrible. I have never seen times so high. I don’t know. I don’t think I really gave anyone attitude. I remember having one incident with the supervisor that I worked with for like, 2 days. But she was just way over the top. She asked me to dump the sugar out becasue there was grinds in it. I didn’t do it instantly, it was extremely busy and I forgot. She came by like, 3 minutes later, and the girl I was working beside was doing it. She pulled me in the back and told me that when I did something, she wanted me to do it right away. I explained that it was a mistake, and I didn’t mean to not listen to her. She didn’t wnat to hear that at all. She didn’t want to hear my peice at all…so I just listened…then that girl Laura was talking about it SO LOUD! I was just trying to explain to her quietly, but she is so weird. Like, when you say something ot her, she’s just like, "I know" and acts like what she’s saying is repeating what you said, but it’s the complete opposite of what you mean.

     I don’t know. I guess my Tim horton’s is that much different. I was so frustrated. I don’t know. I think I deserved to be a manager. I was the only one who knew what the f–k I was talking about. I think a lot of people at my Tim Horton’s would have lost it. I think that they would have been fired on their first day. I know Meaghan would have lost it and for sure Amanda would have been gone the first day. I don’t know. At least I get to go to Wild Wings for Gill and Luke’s b-day. And I don’t have to worry about telling them how I won’t be able to work over the holidays. Because the college rexidence shuts down for like, 2 weeks. I wouldn’t have had anywhere to stay if I was working. I don’t even know where the hell I’m going to go for two weeks. My mom sure as hell won’t want me in her house…I don’t know what to do. I could probably stay at a grandparent’s house. I mean, I know I’ll be able to go home for a few days, expecially Christmas day. Whatever. I’m so frustrated.

    It’s like rejection after rejection. First Steve, then Alex,  now I lost my job. what’s going to happen next? kicked out of residence? I don’ tknow. Or maybe I’ll flunk out of school…I really hope not.