Cocaine Cowgirl

     Ok, so this is going to sound super stupid…this whole fucking thing is stupid. Why do we even like people? Why do we even bother…oh ok, let’s allow ourselves to become completely involved with one person. So much that the thought of anyone else completely disgusts us. Then, when that person breaks up with us, we’re completely devastated. Then we have to go through a whole psychological breakup…and get over it and learn to move on. Ya, let’s do that. Let’s become so obsessed with someone that we lose sight of what’s really important. Let’s allow ourselves to believe that we will be with no one but that person for the rest of our lives. Then, if it ends, it will hurt us that much more! OMG, LET’S DO IT! Let’s be involved with someone…let’s have a relationship and be tied down so we don’t have sex with anyone else, just that one person.

     FUck, relationships are stupid…I can’t believe I wasted so much time on Steve…so tell me, how has this happened to me…I actually like someone right now. Why? Why on earth would I let my emotions get a hold of me? He’s not even really all that good-looking. He’s quite overweight. But he’s the sweetest guy. And there’s just something about him. So what happens if I get attached? What a fucking brilliant idea.

     Let’s do it, let’s go like someone.