Another Slow Day

It was another slow day counting black spruce needles…it’s only monday but I guess I’ll have to get through it!

I asked my boss if he would be a reference for me if I applied somewhere else. He said he would. I’m glad. You know…it would be really awesome if I got laid off in December and got that other job for the spring. Cuz then I could live in Kenora with Rob. I would really love that.

I’m trying not to think too much while I sit there and count freaking needles and then weigh them…over and over all freaking day long. It’s not so bad now that I"ve downloaded some audiobooks onto my ipod, because we’ve got one of those tape transmitters to put it onto the speakers of a little boom box. That way H* can listen too.

It makes the needle counting more bearable, and helps me get my mind off my crazy obsessive thoughts. Speaking of which, I finally made an appointment to see a counsellor. Took forever to get through the system, but I  managed it just the same. The only problem is, the bloody place is open 8:30am – 4pm…I work 8am until 4:30!! Stupid public health care…(I shouldn’t complain, it’s better than most places)

Anyway…I guess I do’nt have too much more to say. Other then I’m getting along really great with H*, not like I was before. I still think she was being weird around Rob…maybe not hitting on him, but definately expressing interest. Whatever. She’s just like every other Fleming slut lol…I was much the same way not too long ago.

I really need to find something to keep myself occupied when Rob is away after work. Something that I don’t have to pay too much for, something active would be nice. That way I can get rid of extra energy and feel a little better about myself at the end of the day.

This is my halloween costume. I cut out my b/f cuz I don’t want to paste him all over the internet! lol p.s. I’m supposed to be "diabla" it’s spanish for devil, but a chick version.