too tired for titles

“borrowed” from Aslan’s Daughter

FIRSTS

First best friend: Karla, we met in gym class in 7th grade she was new and getting picked on by a bully and I stood up for her, we found out that we lived close to each other so we started walking home together.

First car: The first one I paid for? 2002 Galant

First date: I know this will make me sound like a total loser, but I didn’t have my first real date until I was 20. I had boyfriends before but we went into couple hood and just skipped the whole dating thing. So the first date I went on was when Paul came to South Carolina, he took me to the hard rock cafe (first time going there) and then to charlies angels.

First real kiss: I was 11 years old stuck in an elevator with my best friend (who was a boy:) and we just started kissing. There was also the truth or dare kissing hehe wow I wish I was still 11 sometimes 😉

First break-up: Probably Mikey, that was the most fucked up one at least, he went to work I jumped on a bus and left him a Dear John letter. Probably one of the lowest things I’ve done in my life.

First screen name: Back when I use to use MIRC it was beth, then when I started to use chat programs it became SailorAir

First self purchased album: It was metallica, probably ..and justice for all..

First funeral: My grandfathers I was three

First pets: The first one I remember was my cat named charlie, he died when I was 16 🙁

First piercing/tattoo: Ears pierced when I was 7 or 8, my first tattoo was an anime angel on my ankle.

First credit card: Capital one, and yes I charged it to the limit, and never paid it off now I’m going to have problems getting a house cuz of it…let that be a lesson to you credit sucks just use debt cards.

First true love: see this one easy, the same guy I’ve been in love with since I was 16, Lucas

First enemy: I don’t care enough about other people to have enemies, I’m sure I have them I am just too selfish to notice 😉

First musician you remember hearing in your house: Elvis, (lovvve me tenderrrrr)

LASTS

Last cigarette: 2 years, 11 months and 20 days..(I can figure out hours and seconds too gawd I miss smoking)

Last car ride: the ride home from work today.

Last kiss: this morning when I was getting out of the car Ricky kissed me good-bye.

Last good cry: Probably this Saturday when I realized where I was in my life and I was listening to the magnetic fields “I don’t want to get over you”

Last library book checked out: When I lived in south Carolina we checked out books so I would have something to read over night, so three-four years ago.

Last movie seen: Chasing Amy on Sunday, before that Troy.

Last beverage drunk: Water (stupid diet =P) .

Last food consumed: pasta with sun dried pesto sauce & salad (yai diet!) .

Last crush: “If this is a crush I don’t think I could handle the real thing”.

Last phone call: Um, I was calling back some resellers at work..do work phone calls count?

Last time showered: this morning at five am, I’ll probably take another one tonight if I don’t fall asleep.

Last shoes worn: My black and sparkly sketchers.

Last cd played: One I made called is it over? .

Last item bought: toasted brown sugar and vanilla body wash..it makes me smell yummy.

Last annoyance: The sales people at work who kept bugging me even though they know I am behind on my work.

Last disappointment: When I couldn’t go visit Lucas for his birthday.

Last time wanting to die: last year when I had the flu, I’m a big baby when I’m sick.

Last time scolded: teh, evey day..ricky likes to act like my dad >:

Last shirt worn: black low cut dress shirt

Last website visited: neopets.com then Inthewire.com then OD.

Last word you said: “I’m going to take a nap after I finish a few work emails” talking to Ricky

Last song you sang: Black and white people by matchbox 20

What color socks are you wearing?: none, when I get home I take off all my clothes and just throw on a nightshirt.

What Color of underwear are you wearing?: blue

What’s under your bed?: Lots and lots of books and shoes.

What time did you wake up today?: same time I get up everyday 5:05 Am PDT.

FUTURE

Where do you want to go?: wherever I drift to, hopefully somewhere I can be stupid happy.

What is your career going to be?: Right now Manager of special programs, who knows? I’ve been so many things.

Where are you going to live?: “I want to wake up with the rain falling on a tin roof while I’m safe there in your arms”.

How many kids do you want?: That really depends on where I end up, if I end up in one place probably two, if I end up in the other place I don’t want kids.

What kind of car(s): I want a altima..*drools*

CURRENT

Current mood: Tired, and stressed out

Current music: trapt still frame, (I switched to a playlist called lost)

Current taste: bitterness..and toothpaste

Current hair: short, short, short 🙁 and soon it will be strawberry blonde

Current longing: the same thing I’ve longed for since I was 16…..and a pony.

Current desktop picture: a picture from the Hubble telescope cuz I’m a nerd 8)

Current favorite artist: I dunno I don’t think I have one

Current book(s): soon I will have the Harry potter books to read my reward for losing 20 pounds.

Current color of toenails: toenail color I haven’t painted them in a while maybe I will again cuz summer is here.

Current time-wasting wish: London, Canada, eternity…

Current hate: Fates not letting me do things when I feel like doing them.

MISC

My name is: I have so many names…

I may seem: surly

But I(‘m) really: sweet under the surly (sour on the outside sweet candy filling in the middle) .

Sometimes I feel: like I’ve lost my way.

In the morning I: talk myself into getting up..”come on angel, its only 8 hours then you can come home and nap”

I like to sleep: when ever I can, I don’t get to as much as I would like to

If I could be doing anything right now I would be: digging a hole to china..hehe probably sleeping

Money is: My favorite part of working

One thing I wish I had is: a phone call.

One thing I have that I wish I didn’t is: the inability to express my feelings when something is too big for me to deal with

All I need is: a flashlight, answers, and duct tape.

If I had one wish it would be: Borrowing the previous survey taker’s answer: To not feel like I needed a wish.