.ten different ways to enjoy this night.

…Every second changes everything in my life.

Talking to him is a bit like going back in time, hitting rewind. Who I am with him is not who I am with everyone else. you remember happiness…?

Something to be said about starting over, and I can see the path behind me to clearly. This is the first time I can remember really understanding why I am here. So we pry open the past, and he finds my old poem books and candles. I was hidden in a box somewhere in his room collecting dust for four years. I would like to give it back, it would be like you getting a part of yourself back

Hold me until my head is clear again.

Cross off the names

Of all who died here,

And I’ll become the sacred faith you lost.

Some days I feel like he is reassembling me. For so long I sat on that floor with my broken wings and duct tape. I tried to fix everything myself, I wouldn’t have accepted the help if anyone else offered it to me..But he is different.

I’m so far down, away from the sun

That shines the life away from me

To find my way back into the arms

That care about the ones like me

I’m so far down, away from the sun again

If Lucas didn’t break my heart, I wouldn’t have logged on yahoo again and got his old offline message. just a friendly hello that turned back the clock.

I’m thinking…

Every second changes everything in my life

So I have these dreams, flash back to being 19 and sleeping in my mom’s living room with him..and we would just lie there and stare at each other. And I can remember being happy, that not everything needs to be a sadsad drama. Fate is making me reclaim myself through my past.

It’s down to this

I’ve got to make this life make sense

Can anyone do what I’ve done

I missed life

I missed the colors of the world

It’s all about waking up.

*Angel*